Jessica Miller

abeastnamedmarcus:

I’m in this temporary house that tortures my mind 
It causes it to rewind my memories from time to time
reminding me of the house that I left behind
Before I became a fucking disgusting swine

Numbers rise for a debt I can’t pay for
Yes, I won the battle but not this fucking war
Vomiting shore cutting me to the core
when all I wanted was more

Just a little bit more. 

abeastnamedmarcus:

It’s not even that I’m all angry inside
I wanna speak up but I keep it confined
It’s a tide of emotions intertwined
My mind’s all fucked up
But I set it aside
Because I’m “fine” 

letioperarius:

Lust for a smell to quell my queasy stomach
I don’t want love. 
I’m a lion wishing for my pink teeth to be pulled. 
Feed me no blood
I don’t want love